Today I am starting to change myself..Today I am going to start doing P90X. I want to feel confident when I put on a swimsuit this summer. I want to feel better about myself just wearing clothes. I need this. I am also on weight watchers to see if I can lose some of this weight I gained thru steriods and eating habits. I am not happy with myself or my health. I know I am the only one that can make this change. So here is to today and tomorrow and the days following that.